12 October 2011

Time flies

It's been a truly mental period recently.
I'm back at work and probably healthier than I've been in a long time and I'm loving work again.
I still have a profound fear of one of the consultants, but as long as I keep avoiding her then it's all good.
What worries me is that I'm reviewing patients on my own and making decisions. I just don't feel confident enough sometimes, but then my patients seem to be doing ok so I can't be that bad...

01 October 2011

physician heal thyself

Turns out that you get to be an even worse patient when you qualify. I thought I'd been pretty bad as a student but as a doctor I'm probably 15 times worse.

I got hospitalised again with something rather painful which has now thankfully resolved (and hopefully this time stays away for good).

So back to work soon with some trepidation. Hope I'm fit enough...